she who is

promisesofamazing:

“And I’m angry. I’m angry all the time. I’m angry that I hurt all the time but most of all I’m angry that I don’t know how to make that hurt stop.”

— I’m sad. // Deeply Feeling Series

ifthenightcouldtalk:

“One day he’ll wake up into a nightmare where he realizes he broke the heart of a girl who never would have broke his and she’ll be with someone who will never break hers.”

— Karma.

“sometimes people pretend you’re a bad person so they can forget the terrible things they do to you.”

-anonymous

4am-reflections:

i look at you and see wedding bells and children’s names. i’m so fucking sorry i see a future in you and you can’t even see tomorrow in me.

4am

littlefannibal:

At times, I wish we had never met.

At times, I wish I never learned what love is in the first place.

At times, I feel betrayed by my own self because I don’t know if what I felt was love.

At times, I wonder if what we had was even real or healthy.

I feel alone.

- Some of the things I want to tell you, but, in the end, decided not too. (part 1)

oldluve:

we used to fit together like two puzzle pieces. we never could go without each other, weren’t complete without our hands intertwined and our lips connected.

other people used to envy us, called us the perfect couple, called us soulmates, the kind of love you would want to carry your whole life with you. the kind of love that kills you when it’s over.

you used to be the first person i told everything to. we spent hours on the phone everyday and on the weekend i would fall asleep to your voice and your heartbeat beside mine while music was playing in the backround.

now my future is empty off you. there won’t be a miracle where you call me and apologise and where i can finally hold you in my hands again.

and i’m not quite sure how i can make peace with that fact yet.

brightest stars always burn out the quickest. i think i missed that fact when we used to light up a whole city together.

(via )

painting-thoughts:

“she was in love with you. and she would have done anything for you if you had given her a chance. just a simple hello or ask of how her day was. one smile. that’s all it took to win her heart. she gave you that hold over her, it was out of her control. she gave you that advantage, and she gave you more than she had ever given anyone before. but what did you do? you turned away. you stained her face with tears drenched in heartbreak. you picked sunflowers from her field of thoughts and left them somewhere to rot. and you chose someone else. you turned her skies dreary, left a storm cloud above her head. each time you proved her wrong she still sought you. because she had so much faith in you, yet you turned the budding of anything back into nothing. and the most tragic part is that despite it all, you still do not know. you do not know how she could love you, even if you did not love her back.”

@wordsbreathe c / the ways

(via chained-heart-deactivated202311)

The most painful thing I’ve felt as a byproduct of your existence and placement in my life must be the inexplicable heartbreak I underwent the second I realized you knew you were falling in love with me, too.

Heartbreak dealt from you is like coming down from a high… you know going back to the drug will lead to a worse feeling later yet you inhale again and pollute your life with the toxicity that the drug comes with, only to come down again sooner. And wonder…

why do I always inhale again?

Why don’t I accept my addiction?

Why do I chose not to mend it?

Is this the pain I’m addicted to?

beautifuloblivionn:

“You fall in love with all the wrong people. But you already know this. You find someone that seems good enough and that you click with— but in the back of your head it isn’t your ‘soulmate.’ You aren’t planning on it being. But you fall in love with them again and again knowing it’ll never last. Because it terrifies you to think about falling in love with someone that you can see your entire future with—and watching them choose the door over you.”

—sw